Truth or Lies?

Didn't had the courage to read your blog at first.
Off it directly after i knew what you would blog about.
But i told myself.
I have to face it.
Looked back at it about a few short moments later.

Maybe we should stop lying to ourselves.
Stop lying to ourselves that we still makes each other's world a complete place to be in.
Stop lying to ourselves that we still mean alot to each other.
Stop lying to ourselves that we still love each other.
Stop lying to ourselves of how much we think we still need each other.
Stop lying to ourselves that we still miss each other.
Stop lying to ourselves that we miss the time we had together.

Because, i am happy the way i am now.
I feel happpiness and i wont hurt a single bit at all.
I'm really blessed with my guy now.

And though i know you and kim aren't in a good situation, that's why i wanna remind you even more.
You do not love me, you do not miss me and i do not mean a thing to you at all.
If so, you would have treasure me long ago.
You wouldn't had let go of me.
You wouldn't just leave me broken into pieces.
You're just lonely cause Kim do not have time with you.
You know you feel really love kim since you had stated how much she meant to you in your blog.
And you know you enjoy every moment with her by ur side.

Have you noticed?
I can tell you.
Though we were never in such position like how you and kim were now.
But the pain i used to feel is without a doubt, what you're feeling now.
Maybe way worst.

Wake up, wake up.
Cause i'm no longer here to lend you a shoulder anymore.
I would no longer be there.