The memories that made me smile;
even when i walked down the road alone.





Today went down to CHEC to return Joann the 10bucks she lent me on Wednesday.
If it wasn't for her, i would have been able to have my listening.
THANKS A MILLION UHS!

Me and baby is still in an complex situation.
But when i finally turned my back and walk away from him, putting everything down and decided to let it go, I manage to see what's wrong with us.

It's all a misunderstanding.
After all the pain we got from our previous relationships.
The pain from those relationships had build a cation wall.
And we became too sensitive and stuff.
So when the alarm starts to ring, we panic and build a gap.
Hoping when the fire stops, we will be able to return.
But it made an opposite effect.

Baby, i want you to know that i love you for who you are.
Not because i want someone to kill time with.
I simply love you and just want to be with the one i love every single day of my life.
I don't want any day left missing with you.
I just wanna spent my laughter, joy and sadness with you.
I wanna be there for you and i hope you can be there for me.
I know this is selfish and too sticky.
I understand that there are time when u want time alone with ur frens.
Though i get sad, but i don't mind letting you do what you want.

I long for your love and your smile and the heart so pure that i can never stop loving.

I'm sorry for letting you misunderstand that i'm hooking other guys and stuff.
I know i'm being too close to them.
I promise to have more self awareness about the limits.

But baby, no matter how much i express, how much i say i love you.
I know we're both broken.
We fell, we bleed, we hurt and shattered.
This relationship...
I WANT IT TO GO ON.

But i lost the way, the confident.
i know u do too.
It hurts, it's scary, we're lost.
I'm scared.
Scared to lose you, scared to walk on.
I don't know what will come again at us.
What misunderstanding will it be next?
How strong are our relationship?
Will we be able to take another blow even if this time we manage to get through?
I dont want our love to end.
But will we be able to make it through?






tell me you love me, show me you love me, because my love for you will be endless; ღJasmine





P.S: i dont want this addiction to end.