The Numbness I Crave For;
no more sadness, i don't wanna know.

Here to blog again.

Been some time since i last update my Wants&Need.

But guess there's not much on the need part as i'm no longer studying.

WANTS:
1.Go hougang look for skincare doc to stop the pimples from growing!
2.Trim eyebrows
3.False eyelash
4.Dye Hair
5.Cut hair
6.Reborn only the tail of my Hair.
7.Hair extension [as i think my hair not long enough]
8.Camera [i wanna take picture of the beautiful world we live in]
9.Blusher
10.More new clothes.
11. New wallet
12. New shoes

NEEDS:
1. A JOB!

Mum, dad and sis has been constantly asking me to go find a job.
They even ask me to work with my second sis at the CosCafe maid restaurant which is feature in iLOVE[that comes wif iWeekly]
Oh yeah, my sis has been feature in the magazine.
She complains that the photo editor make her face look so fat.
[guess she has become fat after all =X ]

baby asked me to work either as a promoter or at a bookstore.
He doesn't wan me to wear a maid dress and serve others.
And since we had work as a waitress before, we had experienced the tiredness of it so no more waitress for us.

Job job job, money money money is all i hear from people now a days.
Study has been out of the question.
It really bothers me alot that money is always making such a big fuss for everyone.
Including me.

No money = no food & no shopping & no playing = no life & no fun = wat's the point of living?
freaking siian.
but i'm sure money is not only what makes the world go round.
i'm positive it's love. (:


In the blink of an eye, 3 major things are coming up in JULY.
1. Baby finish probation - 7 July = 10more days
2. My birthday - 7 July = 10 more days
3. Me & baby 4th month - 15July = 18 more days

Sadly, i'm only left with 200bucks.
HOW AM I GONNA CELEBRATE ALL THESE?!?!
baby's kinda bothered about this too.
See! Money fault again.
GYAAA!

Might need to lend a little from mom.
And baby said that after his probation, we go dye and cut hair tgt.
is it still possible?


Today baby wake up didn't sms me.
instead he msn me a little then disappeared.
Then i gave him a call but he seems like in a rush and so we hung up less than a min.
Bored to death at home so took a nap at 12pm to 4pm & 8pm to 11.50pm.
Didn't sleep well last night due to me leg pain.
Guess walk around too much ytd.
Slept at 4am and woke up around 6am last night.

then 11.50pm baby got call me.
But when he hear my voice like sleeping he ask me go back sleep.
I told him i'm already awake.
Then he said he's wif his fren.
So i said okay, you go do ur stuff bahhs, bye bye.
and hung up.
less than a min again i guess.
No msg the whole day as usual.
Hope he manage to sell all the tickets today.
Got no information about it although he did call me.
Oh well...


Tml's one of baby's BIG day.
Afternoon meet officer, at night go attend inhouse party at fairy point.
He said he didn't want to go but if he don't go, many of his frens won't go so he have to go.
And he say he only wants to drink.

Hope he have fun.
Justin they all going, Jeremy they all going, ZhiXiong and his frens going and not to forget his gan daddy they all also going.
Big group, he'll enjoy himself for sure. (:


Sacrificing, Giving; What is all this for? ; ღJasmine