2nd day without baby again...

when ever i wanna try to take time out for myself away from baby...
it never seems to work well for me.
i cant help but feel insecure without being by his side.

i hate my life...
T^T







there's alot of things that had been bugging me and i didnt dare to speak it out.
i guess it's time i really should pluck up the courage and speak it out.
i dont wanna suffer like this no more.







today met a pervert online.
i dont even remember adding any frens in msn since i was with baby.
and there this guy name jason who talked to me and i tot he was a fren who i have forgotten.
he suddenly wanna wedcam with me but i didnt hab one but he said it was okay.
so i accepted the video call and guess what i saw when the picture start up?...

HE SHAKING HIS FUCKING TINY BROWN COLOR LITTLE BROTHER!
-puke-
fucked up luck!

jasontanlw@hotmail.com <--LOOK OUT FOR THIS PERVERT!


without hesitation, i closed the chat window, curse and swear him and deleted and block him.
it's freaking disgusting...
lucky i haven eaten anything for the whole day.





having period cramps and its killing me...
keep on feel like puking somemore...
and...
I HAVEN EATEN ANYTHING THE WHOLE DAY!
who care???....

blahhh~!!!

shall end here.