i have to hold the smile on;
even if the sky falls.

3th day without my baby.
the feeling: tired...

morning, wake up, used com all the way.
feel like smth had changed all of a sudden.
like i suddenly lost smth.
i dunno, just like a diamon which drop into the middle of the ocean and sank all the way down; missing forever.
but who know, maybe someday it may found again.
some how, in some way, some time in the future.

decided to stay home pei mummy today.

used the com the whole day, took nap then use com again.
like super NO LIFE....
what to do, blame myself lor.
my fault for not planning my life properly lurhhs.

haiis, life is a pain in the butt!

miss my baby, but like i've said in my previous post.
i cannot always rely on him...





gotta get used to it; Jasmine