fear overwhelms me;
what lies in the future is so predictable yet uncertain.

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS GIRLFRIEND; PEGGY!

life have been really tough on you.
i hope the rest of the days, months and years of ur life that lies ahead of you; no matter how hard the situation is; someone, infact, everyone and a lot of people will be there for you, encouraging you and leading you.

i hope u will grow to learn to be more jian qiang and understand how life works.
no matter how much we are unwilling to put down the past,
we still have to let it go.
keep this in ur mind that you are NOT ALONE.
I will be there for u for as much as u can.
but at the times when i cant be there for u, or when no one are able to be there for u or do anything to help u, learn from ur mistakes, find a solution and work it out, improve ur life and GAMBATTE.

some things are meant to be face alone; no one are able to help you.
but never forget that there's always people who love and care about you, no matter how far they are, their love will alway be there for you.

and lastly,
❥iloveyou GALFRIEND.

Today went to school, was almost late because something got cope up.
so cab down from tiong plaza.
fucking wasted.

Had maths test; OMG, not enough time to finish it up. T^T
Had eng test; hai hao narhhs, its not that hard any more.
Had bio spelling test; hey! my memory arent that bad after all, i think. |x

in between bio class, i came out just intime to wish peggy happy birthday while nehemia and huiping just got back from collecting the purple-pink roses and cake from tiong to gib Peggy.

ended class a 4.30pm

slack in school awhile and set off for bugis.
went to eat steamboat.
WOOHOO!
YUMMY!

after that huiping and tiff feel like volmiting, they ate too much.
heng i never stuff myself too full.

all gathered at the shisha carpet place.
all sat on the foor.
shisha abit and celebrate peggy's birthday there.

took lots of photo, and she cut her cake and i fed her the first slice of the cake.
and everyone is starting to be in a good mood.
talk alot, joke alot.

After that Peggy left to meet her frens.

then i played the sissor-paper-stone game, who ever lose will be doddle by the winner on their limps with eye-liner.
begaining when i was playing with timothy, i keep winning, but after that when we play 'O-YA-PEH-YA-SOM' with drick, i lost ALL THE WAY.

damn the luck.
got bullies, they drew all over my arms and legs!!!
T^T

after that we walk to city hall & meet up with peggy and her frens.

everyone who walked pass me was like staring at me from my leg to my face.
i know i look freaking weird as drick kinda draw an ang kong like thing on my leg.
=="

took MRT home and slept on Shino[gal] darling's shoulder.
damn, that's the nicest shoulder i had ever lied on in my LIFE.

got home, mom was like O.O coz of my 'tattoos'.
and was like freaking scratching it off while bathing.
and end up, my legs and arm are red while my fingure nails are all black!
>.<

hair freaking messy.

look at my arms and leg, gan ugly lor.
T^T

timothy

glenn&drick

i darw on timothy de

dont only look at the tar fish, look wad's below it [x

my leg, the 'ang gong'; drawn by drick

drawn by shino[steph]

freaking tired now.
lots of things running through my mind.
i still have things that i needa talk it over.
i cant stand it.

i cant stand myself.
i love myself but i hate myself at the same time.

it's complicated...


when the best one is right infront of ur eye, you crave for something you never know if you'll ever get or if it ever exist yet it's tempting but it's too precious to be own when you know you'll break it someday.







please, tell me u're the right one; Jasmine.