Envious.
where is my fairytale?


Been reading a gurl's blog for months now.
Jasmine Thian.
reading and looking at her happiness.
make me feel so envious of her.

Happy and rich family.
Loving and pampering boyfriend.
Great frens.
though her study may be hard, but she has the surpport of everyone.
and she's being pampered by everyone.
most importantly, she's pretty.

Sometime....
maybe most of the time.
i wish i could be just like her.

But i know i cant.
but then again, maybe i could had have it once.


zzzzzzzz.....
thinking of so much make me feel so giddy all of a sudden.
maybe it's because i'm having period now.
and losing blood so that's what's making me giddy now.


YESTERDAY,
morning 7am wake up.
8.30 left home.
8.50 took bus 855.
10am reach CHEC[private o school] at Jalan bukit merah.
LONG BUS RIDE...

took my maths paper.
tried my extral best this time.
damn nervous.
been having tummyache on and off since on the bus.
after Miss Jasmine mark my paper, i went for a short interview.
i improved by 17marks compare to the first time i did the maths paper.
she was really happy about my improvement.
and is really willing to take me in.
but she still have to disguss with the other teachers if they should put me in a 2yr course or allow me in 1yr course.
i told them if its 2 years, i wouldnt be available as i dun wan my mom to pay so much.
they're okay with it.
so i've been waiting for the result of their disgussion.

after the private o stuff.
i took bus 855 back to yishun and meet up with weeteng.
bus down to outside northland and wait for andy.
then send weeteng to dye her hair black back and went to 233 to eat brunch.
after that went to fetch her then we cab down to AMK to sing KBOX.
damn suang~!!!
but then now weeteng go back to northland and start school le.
they no longer can peii me go sing KBOX le.
T^T

anyone is willing to accompany me???

after that bus back to kahtib and went to dar house.
cried at his house.
coz of some issue.
didnt plan to cry de.
but end up words stab through me like knife more.
so buay tahan juii cry le.
but end up, he got try to cheer me up.

TODAY,
play pet society at face book.
surf tagged.
look at the pets conner at tagged.
heartbroken.


Jasmine Ng is envious of Jasmine Thian's life.