i know this is getting irritating.
it's ridiculous to blog 3 time in a different post within a short few hours.
must as well put them tgt into one post right?

but no.
i feel like splitting it up.
so yeah.


i feel like i've trash my own happy life up lots time within a year.
maybe i could have been so happy.
but some how, i choose not to.
dumb, i know.
but no worries.
it's only 2009.
and there's still plenty of time.
i wanna make my life right starting from now.
one step at a time.

firstly, my study.
which i know alot of ppl who care about me is most worried of.
especially...
(:

secondly, my family.
i wish i could find sometime to properly communicate with my mom better.
and let her understand me more.

thirdly, my career.
thinking of getting a part time job so i could get a little more allowance for myself, in stead of alway having to rely on my mother.

fouthly, my relationship.
i needa talk over with dar a little in a mature way.
i know it'll get a little misunderstanding if i say it the wrong way but...
dar, i needa plan it out properly first.
i dont wanna make any more wrong chioce. (:

surpried that my relationship is last?
for a person like me who take love a part of my life putting my relationship a something to slove last?
weird in a way huh.
well, time flies and ppl grow.
love is no longer a first chioce thing to me.
i feel so inmature putting it a if my life depends on it.
gotta grow out of it someday.

but dar, i still love you the same alright. <3

Here you go, my first new year resolution.
i never done such thing before.
think i kinda grow up a little.
woo hoo~~!!! (: