Addictive

Rainbows are addictive.
They helps to quit smoking.

Today woke up at 8.30am.
prepare and left house at 10.
went to paya lebar & meet up with wayne.
he late for 5 mins.
iidiiot! [x

after that took bus and then walk to his house.
got one house damn intresting.
ALOT OF BIRD ONE.
Got parrot, flamago, and dunno what big beak de birdy lahhs[rare one]
wah~

after that reach liao then go around wish ppl happy new year.
WAH LAO!
his mother and father look DAMN YOUNG lahhs.
i tot it's his cousin sial!
OMG!!!
his ah ma and mother gib me ang bao.
then after that, eat steam boat while standing up.
wah, special.
xD
after that juii hide in his room le.

decorated his desk with dolls and he showed me all his photos for the past few year.
damn cute.
haha.

then afternoon 3plus juii alot alot ppl le.
so all his cousin and his dad come in his room play blackjack.
sorry to say this but his younger bro gave me a bad impression of him...
>.<

after that Brandon came.
so he join us play blackjack.
then after that the dunno who came; wayne's fren.
i forgot his name le, paisehhs.
hahas.

stay his house till 8plus then cab home.
OMG!
the cab fare is like... WOW!
$22.80
*FAINTS*

reach home.
*tired*
relative all here.
then eat eat eat & watch tv.
10+ , all go home le.
then i wash dish and sao di.




OH, btw...
to those that dunno that this secret...

I'M ATTACHED TO KOH WEI LUN; WAYNE.

Love you boii! <3









Jasmine love panda.

it's gonna be CNY soon.
bought my shoes ytd le.
hee~
kinda like it.
cute cute one.

Ytd chat with wee in msn.
and that make me understand myself more.
i always tot to myself, who am i and what kind of person am i?
i alway tot i'm a good and kind person.
but last night....
i seen and notice...
i'm nt such a simple person after all.
i'm not as good as i tot i was.

sometimes my thinking can be rather unsure that it can cause big mistakes.
and my regret just creates another mistakes over and over again.
i'm sorry...

Hao kor...
dui bu qii...
T^T

This moring, woke up, play pet society and watch tv and all.
then wee send me this song that's really realli awsome!!
damn sweet sia the song.
romantic~
"All About You"
sweet~


went to ah ma house eat reunion dinner.
woo~

wayne msg me alot.
hahas.
happy.
heng msg free de.
xD

cant wait for CNY to come.
hearts you! <3

ugly me.

Jasmine love animals!

Head over heels.
tell her, before its too late.
dont keep it from her.










Today was late for school.
so meet up with Wayne to go to school tgt.
Wasnt as hyper as YTD.
i hope i was though.

gave wayne the Rainbow sweet as promised in exchange for him to quit smoking.
and was happy that he kept his promise.

had eng class.
but talked too much.
didnt quite concentrate in the class.
but heng it's stuff that i learn before and should still remember de.

after that was physic.
damn siann.
hab to wait for them to end class.
me and carmen almost died out there.

then was bio.
even siian...
everyday test.
but i must gambatte!
study hard hard.
like how i promised so many ppl who cares about me.

after school the the group wanna go home.
so left me, wayne, valen, kelvin and mervin, who came down to go out wif us.
after that we took bus to boubby gaut.
the guys all sit one sit, i dont wanna choose ppl to with so i sat alone.
listen to songs and looked out the window.
suddenly, wayne pop out to ask me why so emo.
so we started chatting all the way.

reach doubby gaut, parted with kelvin and mervin, bus to katong and walked to parkway parade.
on the way, played bindman with wayne.
valen like siian siian one...
sorry~~~~~

after that eat dinner.
and buy the rainbow sweet gib wayne.
then played pool.
WAH.
wayne pro sial.
dont dare VS him lahh.
xD

after that slack a while and valen cab home.
walked to eunos with wayne then took mrt home.
suang!
long ride home.
[x

hx msn Pm looks like he found someone.
great.
good for him.
i've move on too. (:

damn sleepy and tired...
*YAWNS*
i wanna dream of panda tonight. <3>

pretty wayne & ricky behind. [x

Jasmine loves you like PANDA loves SUGAR CANE. ❤

DAMN THE FLASH. xD

YO YO!

TODAY IS 3TH DAY I STUDIED IN CHEC.
and it's AWSOME~!
i love the school;
it's air conditional.
i love the teachers;
they're fun and hyper.
i love the frens there;
they're cheerful and make school a whole lot difference place to be.

First day of school, i was damn nervous.
no frens at all.
everyone has a group.
but me.
T^T

but slowly i met more ppl and yeah, now i'm with a group of 9ppl.
hee~
but ofcoz, i met and make frens with more than 9ppl.

first day of school played lot of games.
math & chem class merge.
for now, i love my math class, it's kinda intresting.
out vice-princepal teaching us math.
hahas.

today they play a 'team crossing the from one conner end of the room to the other conner end while stepping on paper plates and balancing a ball on the spoon.' game.
i was the phtographer.
hahas!
next time show u the photo.
cause i used my fren's camera.

Today geo class my mini test got 19/22
I COULD HAB GET FULL MARKS.
but, careless.
T^T
never read properly

oh well, will try my best again next time.
and bio suddenly seems so hard today.
T^T
must gambatte le.

JUST SIMPLY LOVE SCHOOL!
[x

Miss selena; my chem teach, also our school's ccounellor.
OUR CLASS IS HER FAN CLUB! xD

it looks awsome through the sunglass.

Jasmine loves you. <3

GOOD BYE THE PREVIOUS POST DE WEIRD HAIR.
AND WELCOME MY NEW HAIR CUT.

common scroll down. (:

TA DA~

100% no edition to photo.
i swear!

weird face. xD

Today did a little bit house work.
play pet society and went to prepare and went out.
bought a jeans skinny and a top.
realli like the top though.
muahahas.

after that went to J's salon and had a hair cut for $10.
supposingly i should pay a 38-45 bucks + 20% discount for student price.
but i only cut my fringe and my top part of my hair so as to be able to style it more properly.
so the kind ppl there gib me discount.
i took the picture i drew and gib it to the hair dresser, she was kinda surprise.
coz there's ppl who brought comic in but never did someone took a drawn picture in.
LOL.
guess i'm one of the customer to be remembered.
xD

mom actually wanna perm her hair jap style.
but her hair is badly damage due to the perm 2years ago.
so she had treatment instead.
and end up found out she actually had naturally perm like hair.
and end up, after styling, she actually manage to get her jap style curls.
not bad.

I SERIOUSLY RECOMMEND J's SALON TO PPL WHO KNOW WHAT THEY WANT BUT DUNNO IF IT'LL LOOK NICE ON YOU NOT.
becuase their comments and service and friendliness is super duper good.
it's located at FarEast Plaza 5th floor.
Do call and make an appointment first.
dont expect to walk in and be able to get a hair cut.
Joanne, the top stylist is always fully booked.

J's salon; Joanne Yeoh
Phone No: 6235 0622
Mon-Fri: 11am to 8.30pm
at&Sun:10.30am to 7pm




haiis...
Dar never contect me the whole of today.
why...





Jasmine is giving up soon.

Fine, my hair look weird here.
My face is round one. xD

YTD,
called CHEC.
Finally, they answered.
I GOT IN PRIVATE O!!!
WOO HOO HOO~
Monday juii start school le.

Thank for all that wish me luck & hope i get in.
thanks alot! (:

So at night went for the parents meeting section with my sis and his bf.
as parents all busy.
damn...
see both of them so sweet & happy.
but looking back at myself.
standing there alone.
keep telling myself nvm.
T^T

YTD, dar never go school.
cause he injure his leg.
hope he get well soon.

i wan sing K~
cant wait for sunday.
muahahahas.




Today,
Later going to shopping and make hair with mama.
hee, thinking of going to soft reborn.
ka mama de $$.
=x

i drew out the hair i wan to cut.
this time, using lines to draw it out.
so it wont be as pointy as the previous drawing.


i'm gonna bring this to the hairdresser later.
muahaha.

Jasmine is starting school soon.

RAWR!!!
i'm gonna go crazy!!!
staying home the whole day...
the whole day keep visting lot of ppl blog and feeling more and more envious of lots of ppl.
T^T

there's smth in me that's gonna burst out any second now.
when can i bring this feelings out?...
been troubled by major stuff in life.

MY STUDIES.
i never felt like this before.
i wanna study so badly.
ahhh!!!
Please let me get in CHEC private o course!!!

i just cant cope up with it...
i need attention, badly.
but i understand dar hab school and cca and work.
haiis...
starting to feel a little lonely...
sobs....
and there's so much more bothering me about us.
it's all my selfishness.
haiis...
going crazy...

i'm the only one so FREE and non busy.
SAVE ME!!!


Jasmine wanna be busy too~!!!

Envious.
where is my fairytale?


Been reading a gurl's blog for months now.
Jasmine Thian.
reading and looking at her happiness.
make me feel so envious of her.

Happy and rich family.
Loving and pampering boyfriend.
Great frens.
though her study may be hard, but she has the surpport of everyone.
and she's being pampered by everyone.
most importantly, she's pretty.

Sometime....
maybe most of the time.
i wish i could be just like her.

But i know i cant.
but then again, maybe i could had have it once.


zzzzzzzz.....
thinking of so much make me feel so giddy all of a sudden.
maybe it's because i'm having period now.
and losing blood so that's what's making me giddy now.


YESTERDAY,
morning 7am wake up.
8.30 left home.
8.50 took bus 855.
10am reach CHEC[private o school] at Jalan bukit merah.
LONG BUS RIDE...

took my maths paper.
tried my extral best this time.
damn nervous.
been having tummyache on and off since on the bus.
after Miss Jasmine mark my paper, i went for a short interview.
i improved by 17marks compare to the first time i did the maths paper.
she was really happy about my improvement.
and is really willing to take me in.
but she still have to disguss with the other teachers if they should put me in a 2yr course or allow me in 1yr course.
i told them if its 2 years, i wouldnt be available as i dun wan my mom to pay so much.
they're okay with it.
so i've been waiting for the result of their disgussion.

after the private o stuff.
i took bus 855 back to yishun and meet up with weeteng.
bus down to outside northland and wait for andy.
then send weeteng to dye her hair black back and went to 233 to eat brunch.
after that went to fetch her then we cab down to AMK to sing KBOX.
damn suang~!!!
but then now weeteng go back to northland and start school le.
they no longer can peii me go sing KBOX le.
T^T

anyone is willing to accompany me???

after that bus back to kahtib and went to dar house.
cried at his house.
coz of some issue.
didnt plan to cry de.
but end up words stab through me like knife more.
so buay tahan juii cry le.
but end up, he got try to cheer me up.

TODAY,
play pet society at face book.
surf tagged.
look at the pets conner at tagged.
heartbroken.


Jasmine Ng is envious of Jasmine Thian's life.

WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG,
SIIMPLY-PRECIOUS.BLOGSPOT.COM!

Jay's song sure is addictive.
even if it's not, when u happen to come across his song on the net, u wouldnt mind listening to it and even enjoy it alot.
hahas.

today stayed home.
woke up, msg dar.
watched anime and played games and went out with mom a while.
midnight been making this blog skin.
and it's finally done! (:

haiis...
been thinking...
am i abit too much for dar to handle.
he might not realise it, becoz i haven told him anything about what i hab wondering recently.
maybe not recently, but since the last relationship.
maybe what dar said before we patch was right.
but...
i hab a lot of whys.


but...
maybe i know the ans.


but then again, maybe not.

suddenly, feel the urge to talk to him.
i wanna go and find him later.
maybe 1pm plus de shi hou.


Jasmine hope he understands.

Morning, hao msg me and asked me if i get into simei.
so i wake up and go check.
SAD.
didnt get in.
maybe it's fated bahhs.
bye pat, bye xiaowen.

after that meet up with weeteng at 233.
ate brunch.
after that weeteng came to my house.
we chat alot alot man.
after that andy came.
7plus then we walk andy home and after that decided to go his house.
then 9plus, slack at the playground beside andy's block till 10 plus.


Talk to weeteng alot today.
secrets that i have never been able to tell ANYONE.
afraid that no one would understand me and no one would be able to help me.
but she seems to understand it alot and gave me some of her opinion.
THANKs!
(:



Tml going down to Jalan Bukit Mehra to take entry test for private o and interview.
wish me like ppl.
that's wad i needed the most now.
haiis...


Jasmine is still wondering about something.

i know this is getting irritating.
it's ridiculous to blog 3 time in a different post within a short few hours.
must as well put them tgt into one post right?

but no.
i feel like splitting it up.
so yeah.


i feel like i've trash my own happy life up lots time within a year.
maybe i could have been so happy.
but some how, i choose not to.
dumb, i know.
but no worries.
it's only 2009.
and there's still plenty of time.
i wanna make my life right starting from now.
one step at a time.

firstly, my study.
which i know alot of ppl who care about me is most worried of.
especially...
(:

secondly, my family.
i wish i could find sometime to properly communicate with my mom better.
and let her understand me more.

thirdly, my career.
thinking of getting a part time job so i could get a little more allowance for myself, in stead of alway having to rely on my mother.

fouthly, my relationship.
i needa talk over with dar a little in a mature way.
i know it'll get a little misunderstanding if i say it the wrong way but...
dar, i needa plan it out properly first.
i dont wanna make any more wrong chioce. (:

surpried that my relationship is last?
for a person like me who take love a part of my life putting my relationship a something to slove last?
weird in a way huh.
well, time flies and ppl grow.
love is no longer a first chioce thing to me.
i feel so inmature putting it a if my life depends on it.
gotta grow out of it someday.

but dar, i still love you the same alright. <3

Here you go, my first new year resolution.
i never done such thing before.
think i kinda grow up a little.
woo hoo~~!!! (:

Found out that i totally had nothing to do now.
so came to blog again.
been still searching for a cool hairstyle for myself.
so somehow drew it out a little.
i hope at the end of 2009, my hair would be able to be cut into that style i wanted.
i alway wanted to look a little jap jap and a little cool and cute and pretty and special at the same time.
i wonder if this style that i drew out would fit me not.
but if i cut this style, my hair defiantly hab to be a little more thicker than it i now
and i have to reborn my fringe to get that result i wanted.

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i know my drawing sux but wad ever.

Crying My Heart Out.






Most of the time when i blog about me feeling sad is becoz of BGR.
but well, not today.






Morning went Dar msg me and say he hurt his back so never go school today.
i woke up and prepare immediatly and cook cha soba for him.
then cab down to his house, pass him the soba i made and went to meet WeeTeng for breakfast.
after that juii went to simei ite.

SUAY ar!
weeteng didnt get ANY of the 10 course that she choose.
WTH!!!
where got like that one?

then 2pm, the interview start.
was around XiaoWen & pat's class room there so met them when they walked pass.
was damn nervous at the interview but, i do hope i get in.
cant wait to start school though.
hee~

after that, cab from simei to khatib then meet dar at his house.
peii him till 9plus then i went to meet weeteng at andy's house there de playground.
the usual place.
hahas.

then 10 plus bus home.
11pm juii reach home le.











reach home, end up QUARRELING with mom.
damnit.
i hate it.
haiis.
cried while bathing.
it hurt so much that all my mom do is assume assume and assume.
as if she understands me alot.
haiis...
at times like this, it's when i needed someone there for me the most.
but...
who?...


Jasmine is longing for someone to be there for her now.

HEADACHE AR HEADACHE.
SOMEONE SAVE ME.

WTH, now then my mummy ask me wanna go private O or not.
aren't it's too late now?
=="
when i finally wanted to go study properly, she dis-encourages me saying i might waste her money.
now i wanna go ITE she ask me go private o.

making me thinking about it so much again.
cant sleep well again tonight...

and somemore the closing date for entering the private O is 12jan.
and i haven even started revising at all.
if i fail = no need go in le = waste $50 and waste time.
entry test is on maths and eng.

haiis.
i'm thinking of going to work this year and save some money for the private O
so mummy no need pay till like shit and i can take my time to revise maths and eng properly.

sad thing is the CHEC is at Jalan Bukit Merah.
DAMN FAR.
1hr bus ride.
WTF.
further than simei ite can...

aiis...
zhe mo ban ar...





Today meet weeteng under my blk and cab to northland and waiting for andy.
fetch him and then went 233 eat.
dar wa already there with his fren so we join them.
after that dar went off with jia wei.
but before he go, he gave me a kiss on the lip infront of my fren then he go wor.
hee~
so happy~
last time he alway say "we still in school uniform lehhs"
"you're in public lehhs xiao jie."

but now...
hee~
i'm happy.
i kinda blush a little over there.
>.<
(:

after that went to andy house use com while weeteng sleep a while.
then went AMK KBOX.
paid $10+
for each person.
sang from 5.30pm to 9pm.
pat tag along at 7plus.
after that, cab to andy house.
he went home while we go eat dinner.
ate mui fan.
will never forget who intro it to me de.
(:
it's damn yummy lurhh!

after that slack at andy house there de playground.
then 10.30pm juii go home le.

tired day today.


Jasmine is Missing Her Loving Boyfriend. ❤

2 Jun 2oo9

Today went out with WeeTeng, Andy, Pat and XiaoWen.
morning Pat morning call me at 10am but i feel alp back.
11am then i woke up.

went simei ite as xiaowen and pat need pay school fees.
actually wanted to eat the chicken rice there but the uncle damn cute lor.
got noodle no meat.
=.="

after that xiaowen left to meet her supervisor.
so we proceed to far eat plaza.
had 'fun' shopping.
sadly, only saw 2tops i like.

after that went cine and took lots of neo print.
the first set of neo we took wa fugly.
so we retake twice.
and sure enough, the machine that i into them has way better quality.

after that met xiao wen at shaw house and he treat us KFC.
yummy~
full full le.



Tml going to find dar, the day after also.
monday too~
all for dar~ ♥

Today dar school reopen le.
i wonder when we spent lesser time tgt, will we grow apart?...

actually ppl say me and hx is two different person.
in some point, maybe, but somehow, i feel we're similar.
it take time to realize de.
so...
because of that, i abit scared.

i predicted, a big wave comming our way.






Jasmine is Wondering About Something. ❤