Sunday, April 26, 2009

Misleading myself; Releading myself.




Been making quite a number of wrong decision for the past few weeks.
making family worried sick about me.
but it's okay now, i'm trying to improve myself already.
ofcoz with the help of my baby.
he's been pushing me to study and go home.
if not i might hab made the wrong decision from that moment of temptation.



HAPPY 1MONTH AND 11DAY TO ME AND MY BABY!
it's been an awesome 1month spent with baby.
it feels as if we've been together for so long, but it's only 1month.
Because every min i am out of my house, i'll never be spotted without my baby.
accept during classes or going toilet lahhs.
love my baby the most.♥




been working at KimGary Restaurant for 2weeks now.
it's super tiring and after closing, it usually end around 11.30pm
my last bus is 11.45pm and by the time i reach home, it'll be around 12.15am.
after bath and all that, i'll be sleeping around 2am.
then the next day i have to wake up at 7am for my school.
which i did not make it for the pass two weeks.
been missing my morning lesson for 2weeks now.
and yeah, working is affecting my studies now.
but i'm still struggling to improve it.
even if i'm dead tired, i'm gonna pull myself out of bed.

had off ytd.
after school, bus down to baby house with nehemiah
was'nt in a good condition with baby recently.
think the work is affect our relationship a little too.
ytd he keep on like forgetting about me and getting angry and stuff.
almost couldnt take it.
but talk it over the phone last night.
and today, i spent alot of time with baby.

morning work up, used com till around 2pm and went to prepare.
accompany mummy to buy orange and went off to meet baby at Toa Payoh.
then we bus down to tampinese.
on the way there, chat with baby about us.
reach tamp, change clothes and started work.

christ kor called me but hung up when i answered.
dunno why.
forgot to return a call after work.
nehemiah called during closing time.
i almost lost the over for the salt and pepper too!
and not to forget i got cut by paper during work.
OUCH!

after work, bus to baby's place and accompany him go buy food and went to his house to eat.
we talk about the working place's space and think it's not set in a good way.
alot of customer has been complaining that the table is too small,
the food and drinks come too slow and all.
some even ask me why the waiter and waitress all look so gloomy, never smile at all.
but actually, it's kinda tiring to keep smiling.
the first few days of work, i did smile alot.
but i kinda lost the energy to smile so much after that.
i have to rush so many things and keep myself alert of what i'm doing, make sure i dont forget the customer's request, keep a look out at empty bowls and plates so i can clear it when they finish eating, look out for customer who are waving for a service, make sure i dont kick any chair's leg by accident, make sure i dont drop any plates or bowls, make sure i dont take the wrong order, make sure i dont spill the drink even alittle and make sure i'm not standing around doing nothing!
this-is-TIRING.
but still, it's fun and good in away.
atleast i'm not out doing nth and playing.
atleast i spent my time working than spending my time outside and spending money.
i'm EARNING money now.
though it's not much but...
if i study better and get better cert, my pay will upgarde upgrade and more UPGRADE! [x

after baby finish eating, we talk about us again.
baby today keep on pull long face.
coz he very scared we cannot get though it tgt.
though i keep assuring him that we will but i sounds too uncertain.
but well, i'm pretty sure we'll get through ups and down of life and relationship tgt de.
we can de.
cause...
ILOVE BABY & BABYLOVES ME!!! ♥

Okay, tml going to meet baby for church.
and i'm still not asleep yet!!!
OMG!
baby's gonna kill me and i'll be dead tiring tml.
GAAA!

Alright, here's the photos i promised.
and i hope there'll be more to come. [=

The different between act cute and super act cute.
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Act cute
and SUPER act cute. xD
WTH?!?!

baby bought this for me on our 1st month.
i dont see the point of buying this but,
i'm really glad baby wanted to buy something to
make our first month special and to see the smile on my face.
BABY, ILOVEYOU!






baby hiding behind. [x

on a raining day,
baby feel down the stairs and got a big cut on his hand.
PAIN PAIN~~~ >.<


Jasmine; Andy's PROPERTY!

Friday, April 3, 2009

Thursday was baby's birthday.
GAAA~~!!!
i always forgot to take alot alot pictures.
but actually, also becoz i simply HAVE NO CAMERA!!!
i dont wan keep using baby's HP coz it's his HP not mine then abit weird.
kuku.
i wanna keep a whole album of photos!!!
hope i can buy myself a HP soon...

sorry baby...
didnt msg u at 12midnight when ur birthday came.
u were waiting till 1.43am like tt then call me & ask about it.
sorry~
didnt send any birthday wishes in friendster nor facebook either.
feel bad about it...
didnt give u much for ur birthday.
i only made a tiny pouch...
feel that that wasnt enough as a birthday present.
i'm thinking of giving u another set of present on the chalet day.
wonder if i can get any money not.

been in a bad state with my family lately.
it sux to not have enough freedom...
on baby's birthday, i stayed over at his house along with other frens.
drank a little and gamble a little...
5am plus then sleep.
mummy wants me to get home and i refused.

Friday night, got home.
got scolded.
i could only kept quiet and get slap on the shoulder twice.
it wasnt that painful though.

Sat, meet baby at northpoint at 2pm.
we happened to wear our only checkered shirt tgt.
but its in different color though.
thinking of buying some couple clothes tgt.

went to eat BK at GV.
baby paid for me.
T^T sorry baby
then meet Joel and took my memory card back.
saw edbert too.
then they went off.
after that, went to Meet nehemiah[chinese] at bus inter

walk pass some shop at the bus interchange.
saw a dress that looks super cute.
OMG!
but sadly, due to the conflict last night.
mom decided to stop giving me money and maybe even seriously, stop schooling.
GAA~!!!

WHAT? can't i have fun on special days?
i love to have my freedom!!!
cant help it, tml better go find somemore jobs.
i wanna find job by this month.
i dont like my mom keep treatening me.
sometimes, the more u try to grab hold of the sand, the more it slip away from ur hand.
so why not just let it go smoothly, atleast you dont lost all of it.
the more u try to stop my freedom, the more i wan to be free, the more i rebel.
freaking hell, sometime i dont get myself either.
=.="

we visited mini toons.
baby keep saying he wan buy smth so i let him be.
but end up, he bought a panda HP toy for me and a monkey one for himself.
silly baby.
he remembers i told him before i wanted to buy that.
can't stop loving you more and more each day.

(>=<) AISHITERU!

after that went to time zone and play.
Christ kor happens to be at timezone too
he called my HP.
baby wanted to see him so i ask him to come meet me outside time zone.
after that saw Hx so told baby that's my ex.
baby like suddenly gone nuts then we like abit bit quarrel like that.
scary~ T^T

after that found that where ever i go, i saw Hx and ZhangYuan around.
i'm really happy to see all my old frens who we used to go through so many thick and thin tgt.
but...
they're guys after all.
i have my baby with me so...
i dont wanna do anything that'll make my baby unhappy.

after that went to nehemiah house and slack.
played the photo hunt game with baby using his laptop.
9.30 left for dinner.
11plus reach home.

baby and nehemiah went to nicole house to gamble untill 4plus then they went back to baby's home.
tml's going church.
wonder we'll be able to wake up not.

oh oh oh~!!!
i've decided to keep my hair growing till maybe somewhere at the ending of JUNE then go cut.
i've been searching the net for nice nice hair le.
saw alot of chio bu pic online.
envy sia.
=X

and...
BABY~

IF U'RE READING THIS, PLEASE UPLOAD OUR PHOTOS SOON.
if not my blog very empty. T^T

anyway, itrustyou baby, dont break my heart.
iloveyou lots lots!!! <3

Jasmine is trying real hard.