Misleading myself; Releading myself.

Been making quite a number of wrong decision for the past few weeks.
making family worried sick about me.
but it's okay now, i'm trying to improve myself already.
ofcoz with the help of my baby.
he's been pushing me to study and go home.
if not i might hab made the wrong decision from that moment of temptation.
it's been an awesome 1month spent with baby.
it feels as if we've been together for so long, but it's only 1month.
Because every min i am out of my house, i'll never be spotted without my baby.
accept during classes or going toilet lahhs.
love my baby the most.♥
been working at KimGary Restaurant for 2weeks now.
it's super tiring and after closing, it usually end around 11.30pm
my last bus is 11.45pm and by the time i reach home, it'll be around 12.15am.
after bath and all that, i'll be sleeping around 2am.
then the next day i have to wake up at 7am for my school.
which i did not make it for the pass two weeks.
been missing my morning lesson for 2weeks now.
and yeah, working is affecting my studies now.
but i'm still struggling to improve it.
even if i'm dead tired, i'm gonna pull myself out of bed.
had off ytd.
after school, bus down to baby house with nehemiah
was'nt in a good condition with baby recently.
think the work is affect our relationship a little too.
ytd he keep on like forgetting about me and getting angry and stuff.
almost couldnt take it.
but talk it over the phone last night.
and today, i spent alot of time with baby.
morning work up, used com till around 2pm and went to prepare.
accompany mummy to buy orange and went off to meet baby at Toa Payoh.
then we bus down to tampinese.
on the way there, chat with baby about us.
reach tamp, change clothes and started work.
christ kor called me but hung up when i answered.
dunno why.
forgot to return a call after work.
nehemiah called during closing time.
i almost lost the over for the salt and pepper too!
and not to forget i got cut by paper during work.
OUCH!
after work, bus to baby's place and accompany him go buy food and went to his house to eat.
we talk about the working place's space and think it's not set in a good way.
alot of customer has been complaining that the table is too small,
the food and drinks come too slow and all.
some even ask me why the waiter and waitress all look so gloomy, never smile at all.
but actually, it's kinda tiring to keep smiling.
the first few days of work, i did smile alot.
but i kinda lost the energy to smile so much after that.
i have to rush so many things and keep myself alert of what i'm doing, make sure i dont forget the customer's request, keep a look out at empty bowls and plates so i can clear it when they finish eating, look out for customer who are waving for a service, make sure i dont kick any chair's leg by accident, make sure i dont drop any plates or bowls, make sure i dont take the wrong order, make sure i dont spill the drink even alittle and make sure i'm not standing around doing nothing!
this-is-TIRING.
but still, it's fun and good in away.
atleast i'm not out doing nth and playing.
atleast i spent my time working than spending my time outside and spending money.
i'm EARNING money now.
though it's not much but...
if i study better and get better cert, my pay will upgarde upgrade and more UPGRADE! [x
after baby finish eating, we talk about us again.
baby today keep on pull long face.
coz he very scared we cannot get though it tgt.
though i keep assuring him that we will but i sounds too uncertain.
but well, i'm pretty sure we'll get through ups and down of life and relationship tgt de.
we can de.
cause...
ILOVE BABY & BABYLOVES ME!!! ♥
Okay, tml going to meet baby for church.
and i'm still not asleep yet!!!
OMG!
baby's gonna kill me and i'll be dead tiring tml.
GAAA!
Alright, here's the photos i promised.
and i hope there'll be more to come. [=

baby bought this for me on our 1st month.
i dont see the point of buying this but,
i'm really glad baby wanted to buy something to
make our first month special and to see the smile on my face.
BABY, ILOVEYOU!







Jasmine; Andy's PROPERTY!
making family worried sick about me.
but it's okay now, i'm trying to improve myself already.
ofcoz with the help of my baby.
he's been pushing me to study and go home.
if not i might hab made the wrong decision from that moment of temptation.
HAPPY 1MONTH AND 11DAY TO ME AND MY BABY!

it feels as if we've been together for so long, but it's only 1month.
Because every min i am out of my house, i'll never be spotted without my baby.
accept during classes or going toilet lahhs.
love my baby the most.♥
been working at KimGary Restaurant for 2weeks now.
it's super tiring and after closing, it usually end around 11.30pm
my last bus is 11.45pm and by the time i reach home, it'll be around 12.15am.
after bath and all that, i'll be sleeping around 2am.
then the next day i have to wake up at 7am for my school.
which i did not make it for the pass two weeks.
been missing my morning lesson for 2weeks now.
and yeah, working is affecting my studies now.
but i'm still struggling to improve it.
even if i'm dead tired, i'm gonna pull myself out of bed.
had off ytd.
after school, bus down to baby house with nehemiah
was'nt in a good condition with baby recently.
think the work is affect our relationship a little too.
ytd he keep on like forgetting about me and getting angry and stuff.
almost couldnt take it.
but talk it over the phone last night.
and today, i spent alot of time with baby.
morning work up, used com till around 2pm and went to prepare.
accompany mummy to buy orange and went off to meet baby at Toa Payoh.
then we bus down to tampinese.
on the way there, chat with baby about us.
reach tamp, change clothes and started work.
christ kor called me but hung up when i answered.
dunno why.
forgot to return a call after work.
nehemiah called during closing time.
i almost lost the over for the salt and pepper too!
and not to forget i got cut by paper during work.
OUCH!
after work, bus to baby's place and accompany him go buy food and went to his house to eat.
we talk about the working place's space and think it's not set in a good way.
alot of customer has been complaining that the table is too small,
the food and drinks come too slow and all.
some even ask me why the waiter and waitress all look so gloomy, never smile at all.
but actually, it's kinda tiring to keep smiling.
the first few days of work, i did smile alot.
but i kinda lost the energy to smile so much after that.
i have to rush so many things and keep myself alert of what i'm doing, make sure i dont forget the customer's request, keep a look out at empty bowls and plates so i can clear it when they finish eating, look out for customer who are waving for a service, make sure i dont kick any chair's leg by accident, make sure i dont drop any plates or bowls, make sure i dont take the wrong order, make sure i dont spill the drink even alittle and make sure i'm not standing around doing nothing!
this-is-TIRING.
but still, it's fun and good in away.
atleast i'm not out doing nth and playing.
atleast i spent my time working than spending my time outside and spending money.
i'm EARNING money now.
though it's not much but...
if i study better and get better cert, my pay will upgarde upgrade and more UPGRADE! [x
after baby finish eating, we talk about us again.
baby today keep on pull long face.
coz he very scared we cannot get though it tgt.
though i keep assuring him that we will but i sounds too uncertain.
but well, i'm pretty sure we'll get through ups and down of life and relationship tgt de.
we can de.
cause...
ILOVE BABY & BABYLOVES ME!!! ♥
Okay, tml going to meet baby for church.
and i'm still not asleep yet!!!
OMG!
baby's gonna kill me and i'll be dead tiring tml.
GAAA!
Alright, here's the photos i promised.
and i hope there'll be more to come. [=
The different between act cute and super act cute.
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
Act cute
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
Act cute
baby bought this for me on our 1st month.
i dont see the point of buying this but,
i'm really glad baby wanted to buy something to
make our first month special and to see the smile on my face.
BABY, ILOVEYOU!




baby hiding behind. [x

Jasmine; Andy's PROPERTY!